Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Let The Music Roar!!

Have you ever noticed that your taste in music changes with your mood? When I'm happy, I listen to music that peps me up and I stay that way. When I'm sad, I listen to sad music. Most people would say that the sad music keeps me in that state but the truth is I think when life has handed you a shitty time you have to deal with it before you can move on. However you need to deal with it in your own darn time. Sad music keeps me from crying over the stuff I have to deal with. It focuses me on how others are feeling and then I don't have to deal with my own crap in my life. It keeps my emotions in check until I'm ready to deal with them. Then I can shut off the radio, cd, computer, etc. and deal with the emotions. Sometimes you just need to put them on the backburner and deal with them when you're ready. It doesn't mean I'm in denial, it just means that there are more appropriate times that others to deal with your life. Driving in the car while crying, not a good thing. Driving in the car, with the music so loud your car vibrates, singing with the windows wide open, much more appropriate. So, although music tends to be a link to my soul, it also help me with dealing with my soul when I'm ready too. Right now, I'm just not ready so let the music ROAR.

1 Comments:

At 10:19 PM , Blogger Kris said...

I am the same way. Music is always playing depending on my mood, but I am also known to have cried over music in the car. I hope the music returns to some happier music soon! You deserve smiles! =)

 

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