Pathetic Rant

Ok...anyone who knows me, knows that my biggest embarrassing secret is that I am a reality show junkie. It's a sickness and I'm aware of it. Unfortunately they don't make reality show junkie support groups or clinics because trust me I'd be put there. So because of this patheticness, I need to rant about one of my shows which actually may cure me of my patheticness. I ahd a nice normal big update that I was going to blog about but my addiction is taking over.

Why is that idiot Sangina still on the show (yes I know I spelled his name wrong but that's what Belltone calls him and it cracks me up)?It makes me sick and annoys me. He forgot the words and what the heck was up with his hair. It's kind of like he's just realized that no matter how much he sucks people are going to vote for him. It's driving me nuts and it's raising my cell bill with all the back and forth texting i'm doing. Plus with Chris gone, I'm pretty much out of my idol pool at work because I picked him to win! Aagghh!!

Someone please help me. I shouldn't be this annoyed over a tv show!!

INEVITABLE

It's inevitable! That seems to be the story of my life. There seems to be so many things that are starting to be inevitable. Am I ready for them? Am I ready to admit that they are inevitable. Am I strong enough to make the inevitable, inevitable or am I took weak and I'll ruin it before it even happens.
Then what happens if the assuming of the inevitable is wrong? Am I strong enough to deal with that crushing blow.
INEVITABLE --- I really hate that word!!!!!!!