RAMBLINGS OF A GIRL WHO NEEDS TO WAKE UP IN FOUR HOURS

I cannot sleep. I have been lying in bed for over 3 hours trying to sleep. I have tried reading, which normally helps me calm down to sleep....it's not working. I've tried tossing and turning...it's not working. I have to get up in four hours. I am not a girl who survives on less than eight hours of sleep. Now, I know in the past week, I've gotten more than my share of sleep but I've been sick. Twenty-three hours of sleep when you are sick does not count.
Now I'm just lying awake, sitting in the dark, typing on my laptop.
I know what some of the problem is. When I go to sleep, I normally day dream. I can make up elaborate stories in my head that may never come true but they make for a restful sleep. Tonight, my stories all have unhappy endings. They all end the same way...with me miserable. In a situation that I don't want to be in. It may be inevitable. It may be my minds way of preparing me for what's to come. I can't change my thoughts, they keep leading me down this road. Is it a sign? Or is it just the sleepy ramblings of a girl who needs to be awake in four hours?

MY NEW FAV SONG

Ok...so do you think it means something? Just kidding, it doesn't. Sorry TG...swear nothing to do with you!! I just love this song!!
Enjoy as much as I do!! Unfortunately I can only find the stripped version but oh well....it's still awesome and probably something I would so do if a guy cheated on me. I think I could be totally malicious and I think it would be totally the best revenge. I am a firm believer in if you would rather be with someone else...GO, I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU ANYWAYS but the meanest thing you can do to someone is cheat on them. It is coompletely disrespectful and you would deserve some disrespect back.
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fyi: pics come back tomorrow from the wedding!!

BLOGGING, UPDATES AND WHATEVERS

So I updated my template. Unfortunately, it now took me 5 minutes to figure out how to log in. In order to do so, I must click on my profile, click on the home page and then log-in. What a damm pain. I used to just be able to log in at the top of the page.
As you can tell, I've kind of been in a blogging slump. I can't figure out anything interesting to write about. So, your just getting little tidbits of my life.
Things with TG are going fine. I'm actually blogging from his house at this moment. We are going to a black-tie wedding tonight, a friend of his is getting married. Yep, I'm wearing a fancy dress and he's wearing a tuxedo. I better get some good pictures tonight. Last weekend, we went to a wedding in Phili, a cousin of mine got married. He met the whole family, mom dad and two younger brothers and he survived. So much so that my dad told me to invite him to Thanksgiving dinner. I invited but he can't take off the day after and/or the day before so he might not be able to. But I asked which is huge for me. I'll let you know the results.
My dog, Max, is pathetic. He hurt his back leg and is now hopping around on three. It's actually funny to watch but pathetic looking. The scary thing is the damm dog can run faster than I can on three legs than I can.
Well that's it! I can't think of anything else! I'll let you know if there is anything else I can think of!