THE GIRL CAN JUST NOT CATCH A BREAK!!!

People ask me why I'm putting myself out there and doing this on-line dating thing. I can tell you exactly why, it's because a girl needs more in her life than just work. It's just like I was saying this evening speaking with a friend, when the professional side of you is the only thing you've got that's going right, when there are work issues, your life just plain old sucks. That is what the mood is stemming from but that's not an issue I'm ready to discuss (or may ever be ready to discuss in this forum).

My issue of this moment is that this on-line dating thing is for me, it's not a work thing. The only mention of work, is when discussing what my passions are my work does tend to be one of them. With a profession like mine, if you're not passionate about it, you'ld better find something else to do in a completely different line. So for me, work does not co-incide with on-line dating.....that is until today!!!!

So on eharmony you can either do this guided communication where you have to answer 5000 and one questions before you can send your own message. I think it's apretty good way to weed people out but I'm digressinbg. So you can either enter in the question marathon or you can fast track it, meaning bypassing the question marathon and going directly to emailing. This evening while checking my eharmony account, I got a fast track request from a new potentioal match. Curious I opened it. Dang darn it....my two damm worlds just collided. It was some match, who prefaces that this isn't a line and who doesn't know about dating potential but who wants more info about autism because his ex-wife is suspecting that their son has autism. Awww f**k time to switch modes. Dang-it, yes I'll help out, give me a call to discuss but I'm seriously thinking that I never wanted these worlds to collide and can't you just leave me the f**k alone. Don't you think that a girl just needs time to be a vulnerable girl and not a kick-ass strong professional

Why is it that I just can't catch a break and leave work at work?? Why must it follow me everywhere I go???

Beware...mood!!!

I am in a pissed off, horrible, bite your head off kind of mood. Been this way since Sunday evening and the bad vibes are just not floating off. I may even stay like this for a few more days. Everyone else is entitled to their bad pissy mood aren't I? At least I'm retreating instead of taking it out on whoever crosses my path. Really...it's just a GRRRRR kind of week.

BOYS ARE STUPID, THROW ROCKS AT THEM

So turns out the guys with the lazy drawl had a good excuse for blowing me off. He went to Virginia for training, broke his phone and couldn't get a new one until Saturday morning so couldn't call. I can see that, especially since the charging mechanism on my phone broke Monday am and since they couldn't transfer the numbers and I've been too lazy to put my new charger in my old phone to write down the numbers, I still owe some people a couple of phone calls. So I'm willing to give him another chance.
Now I spoke to him for a couple of minutes on Saturday (he woke me up from a nap so I didn't feel like talking), a text message on Saturday, 40 minutes on Sunday, 5 text messages today and A 45 minute chat tonight, yet he still hasn't asked me out again. Why is this? Am I just being stupid? Is he just not that interested in me? Am I just a bitter, hateful dating person and need to just give him some time or what?

I REALLY JUST HAVE TO SAY I HATE DATING!!!!!!!

Deliberately And Incosiderately Rude With A Lazy Drawl

I went out on Monday evening with the guy with the Lazy Drawl to Dave and Busters. I actually had a very nice night with what I thought was a nice guy. We ate dinner, played games, had lots and lots of laughs. When we ran out of money on the card for playing games, he asked whether I wanted to play more games or go see a movie, since it was 9:45 I said let's play more games (too late for a movie on a Monday night). We played some more games until 10:30 and then I said I had to start getting home. At the end of the night I got a hug and kiss on my cheek with remarks that he had a lot of fun and we should do that again. Mutual on my part. Had the saga just ended there I could have just chalked this up to a nice one time date.
So I drove home from the date talking to Con, letting her know I was alive, nobody shot me, and it was a nice time with a nice guy when the guy with the lazy drawl beeped in. Suprised, I told Con I'ld call her back. He said he just wanted to call to say that he had a lot of fun and asked me out for Friday night. I said sure, that I had to work until 6ish but let's do something afterwards and to call me during the week. I called Con back shocked but happy looking forward to friday night. Well Friday morning hits and I haven't heard anything from him so I sent him a text "r we still on 4 tonite, call me and let me know". Well, it's 7:45 and no peep.
Now I'm sorry but that really is just totally deliberately and inconsiderately rude!! Why would you do something like that? Just plain old deliberately and incosiderately rude!!!!!!!!!!!! HMMPH!!